never let this go
2010-01-18 @ 20:45:34
Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
ambs
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knock you down
2010-01-11 @ 19:18:38
I never thought I'd be in love like this,
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip.
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did,
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids.
Every mornin' I look at you and smile,
'Cause girl you came around and you knocked me down.
Now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened.
But I know it feels so damn good.
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster.
Don't you know I would baby if I could?
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the used - the taste of ink
2010-01-06 @ 09:15:38
Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free
So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see it
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
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new year
2010-01-02 @ 03:13:48
You came into my room,
With poison on your lips, didn't you?
It seems as though my mind and body,
Both dissolve with your kiss.
I hate myself at 15 years old
I hate myself at 15 years old
I feel like I'm going to be sick,
Even though your heart is so beautiful.
Why do you kiss me,
Who can't even do a single thing at all?
I hate these days of being 15 years old
I hate my face at 15 years old
I want to fly with my magnificient wings,
Like a black swallowtail butterfly.
Don't say that it's stupid,
That kind of a life is just fine.
Just fine.
If getting rid of a filthy soul,
Is an impossible thing.
No matter where you walk,
Can that be called the future?
I'm indecisive with my dreams at 15 years old
I'm indecisive with my lies at 15 years old
I want to turn into a black swallowtail butterfly,
And be loved by someone.
Even if it does happen 9 times out of 10,
Just for one moment would be just fine.
Just fine.
I hate myself at 15 years old
I hate myself at 15 years old
I want to fly with my magnificient wings,
Like a black swallowtail butterfly.
Don't say that it's stupid,
That kind of a life is just fine.
I want to turn into a black swallowtail butterfly,
And be loved by someone.
Even if it does happen 9 times out of 10,
Just for one moment would be just fine.
Just fine.
livet har massa år kvar,
vad kan dessa år ge?
ännu ett nytt år.
blir livet bättre efteråt, eller är det bara en illusion.
nostalgi, nostalgi, nostalgi.
jag hoppas livet efter är vackrare.
jag famlar, jag springer, jag dansar, jag vacklar.
men mina drömmar slutar aldrig där.
